new lj if anyone cares.

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alright well i've been back for quite a few days now

and i've decided something

i dont think i'll be updating this thing anymore

i need to get a job, a car, driving lessons, and i need to save for another trip to NY cause i've discovered it kicks australia's ass and i wanna go again.
and i also wanna get some kickass expensive things that i def need a job to be able to afford.
ie musical keyboard and a hearse.
so i'll probably only come on here to post the occasional photo or two or rant if im really pissed off

i wish i had the time but i've discovered life gets hard when you're not in school anymore


sayonara!

tomorrow!!

it's actually tomorrow!!!!!!!!
yesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
xD






uh i dunno what to say really. i'll try and update as much as i can while i'm away. pictures and stuff y'know.

ok so i'm completely better

started packing my suitcase today

it's not all going to fit :/

i really want a new layout.

not only do the inside of my ears hurt
but so does the outside of them
and all down the sides of my face
i can't even cry, it hurts too much
the fucking painkillers don't work anymore

i can't even open my mouth more than a fucking centimetre without all my jaw muscles tensing up and hurting

i just went and told mum that it's gotten worse
what does she do? doesnt reply and goes back to sleep


edit: oh fucking great
i go to my friends page and see a while bunch of pictures in aus_mcrmy, i just realised that my chem are in australia
nah that's fine, dont bother coming to perth or anything, its not like you've got any fans here...

i feel zero everything right now
zero tolerance
zero happiness
zero hope

at this point i dont even give a shit if i end up going to new york
i just feel like dying

alright, ear infection it is.

i feel so disgusting
because the doctor said i have 'lots of green pus' in my left ear
:(

if its not improving by tomorrow i have to go back to the doctors and maybe go into hospital for a few days
to have antibiotics... this will involve an iv drip in my arm
:(:( i really don't like the idea of that

and i also don't like the eardrops i have to put in
they make me feel completely deaf and i dont like being cut off like that

the whole left side of my face near my ear and jaw hurts to move so i can't really eat much


why the fuck did this have to happen 12 days before what is supposed to be a wonderful vacation?
if its not better, i can't go... i wouldn't be allowed to fly with an ear infection

i feel really weak and sensitive right now. and a bit cold

i think i have an ear infection.
all i know is that they really hurt
only 13 days until my holiday D:
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
massive infinite eep of doom.
literally.


i hope its not ear infection, and that it goes away soooooooon



on another note...
i watched the resident evil commentary last night.
i've never watched a commentary on a dvd before
damn it was hilarious!!
i mean, really. HOW FUNNY DO THEY WANNA BE?!
woo.

ok so i just got back from graduation
i felt so awesome when i changed my msn away message to "bbla, graduating high school."

im trying to eat mac and cheese while i type this XD i got mighty hungry

first of all, i looked like harry potter.
with my shirt, tie, vest and the grad robes. Potter was my name for the night haha

LOTS OF BORING SPEECHES. OH GOD NO.

then the music students performed a song. Come as you are by Nirvana.
lauren, chels and carissa sung it
and lauren dedicated it to me
she actually said 'this is dedicated to ashleigh'
i was like YESSS! *raises arms slightly*
several people around me chuckled and one said 'haha, well done!'

mr borchardt [best photography teacher EVER]
won this award and i was so glad he did, he does so much for everyone and was under a lot of stress from everything he had to do.. aw <3


then i got really nervous about going up on stage to collect my yearbook and certificate.
and i also had a really bad headache for some reason
when we recieved our stuff onstage, the dept. principal told a little blurb type thing about us

i cannot remember exactly what mine said but it involved 'and she would like to persue a career as a director or something in the funeral industry'
i swear everyone was just like :| what theeee @ me.
and as i walked down the steps on the side my the stage i played the Snape card and swished my robe as i turned the corner to come back to my seat
it. was. fun. XD XD XD

near the end of the ceremony, ms fleming, our year coordinator made a speech, and god damn i almost cried at the end of it
she said having us was the highlight of her teaching career and she was going to miss us heaps and stuff
when she finished the speech, in the second before the applause i said "AWWW!"


i love the fact that i now have a piece of paper telling me i've finished school forever.
yay!!


ohgod im so tired and i have a headache
i might update later.
i know i was in quite a few pictures so i may be able to obtain some
and i'll go see borchardt next wednesday about the ones he took hehe

i just got back from the graduation rehersal.
oh my god it was so boring.
i felt sorry for ms fleming when everybody wouldnt stop talking when she was trying to tell us stuff.

but before the rehearsal started, Chloe and I went to see mr borchardt in the photo-taking room. and he took my picture like 3 times to test the lighting out. haha yay
then chloe had to as well.
borchardt is so awesome

i lost my permission form, but apparantly thats okay :D
i've already forgotten where i'm supposed to sit. haha

when we were being informed of what was suitable to wear, we were told that girls should wear pants and a fancy top thing or a skirt or whatever
i just sat there thinking of my collared shirt and tie im gonna wear haha
wheeeeeeeeee

anywho, im really bored now so i cant be bothered typing anymore
maybe updated later on tonight when i get back from GRADUATIIIIIIING.